Wednesday, October 27, 2004
i will always look back as i walk away.
this memory will last always.
all our tears will be lost in the rain.
when i found my way into your arms again.
You`ll never know
how much your smile lights up the room
or your laughter fills my soul
making all the little problems of the day disappear.
You`ll never know
how much it means to me
when you do or say something
thoughtful and totally unexpected usually just at the moment I need it most.
You`ll never know
how much pride I hold in my heart
for the person you are and the things you do
for your strength and your gentleness,your courage and your determination,your accomplishments and your dreams.
You`ll never know
how much I need you by my side in the best of times and the worst of times
and all the times in between
it really doesnt matter where we are
or what we`re doing
as long as we`re together
to share it all.
i love you with all my heart and soul.
*-ang3lrikku` got lost on 10/27/2004 08:21:00 PM.
Friday, October 22, 2004
song from As Told By Ginger
Someone once told me
The grass is much greener
On the other side
And i paid a visit
(Well its possible i missed it)
It seemed different
Yet exactly the same
Til further notice
Im in-between
From where im standing
My grass is green
Someone once told me
The grass is much greener
On the other side
*-ang3lrikku` got lost on 10/22/2004 06:51:00 PM.
Tuesday, October 12, 2004
When i walk in front of u, i'm protecting u
When i walk beside u, i'm there for u
When i walk behind u, i'm watching over u
When i walk alone, i'm thinking of u.
When u walk in front of me, u left me behind
When u walk beside me, u may cast me aside
When u walk behind me, u let me face the future myself
When i walk alone, i know u are gone.
Don't let me walk alone
I want to walk by your side
Don't let me talk of something else
It's you I want to talk with
Don't let me fall for someone else
It's you I want to fall in love with.
*-ang3lrikku` got lost on 10/12/2004 04:16:00 PM.
Monday, October 11, 2004
Somewhere Only We Know
by Keane
Album
: Hopes & Fears
I walked across an empty land
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth beneath my feet
Sat by the river and it made me complete
Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
I came across a fallen tree
I felt the branches of it looking at me
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?
Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?
Somewhere only we know?
(break)
Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
So why don't we go
HmmmaaaAAAA.....Ahhhoooooo....
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?
Somewhere only we know?
Somewhere only we know?
*-ang3lrikku` got lost on 10/11/2004 11:36:00 PM.
memories are jst lik a tree.. but sad my tree gd memory n bad memory still stay on e tree.. how i wish bad memory cud b lik dead leaves n fall n gone.. dont know why im bleedin now.. so empty once again.? sighh.. so i still haven found e right person to talk to.. mayb its q.? he quite understand me eh actually.. but too bad i dunno y i abit scared to talk to q.. mayb cos scare q misunderstand ba.. hehh.. q was right i keep walkin in and out.. but tis time im really "doomed" lah.. ive bcame a sensitive piece of shyt.. evryting how i wish i cud b assured n reassured.? but tats abit too much to ask ba.. how oh how.. is there someone in tis world lik me.? can chat with me.. when there is no assurin.. will make me tink alot alot alot de eh.. though i may realise it cant be after sometime.. but still its veri heartbreakin.. den mayb lik no trust.? yaa its lik strangglin myself eh.. tis is crazy.. why oh why.. yaa i alwaz bottle up myself.. when i see a prob.. i will slp n get over it e nxt day.. who cares abt yesterday anyway.. best is forget noh.. haixx.. as i said.. but e bad leaves jst wont die n fall off e tree.. its lik a scar alwaz there.. sighh.. thats me ba.. stubborn freak.. mayb nxt entry i will say all my happy stuffs which i can rmb de.. [bleeds,cries,empty]
*-ang3lrikku` got lost on 10/11/2004 11:08:00 PM.
"and so he kissed her as she had him. opening every single door inside his heart. and the kiss was like nothing she can describe. for in that moment, she both lost and gained herself. she ceased to be her and yet became her, too. for, with her heart joined with his, she became more of what she was. all the empty spaces within her filled to the brim, yet never overflowing. for true love always knows its own measure. and it is the measure of two hearts, combined. two hearts who need no other magic than what they hold inside them, for they have learned to beat as one.."
*-ang3lrikku` got lost on 10/11/2004 04:21:00 PM.
Saturday, October 09, 2004
I Will Carry You
by Clay Aiken
Yeah, I know it hurts
Yeah, I know you're scared
Walkin' down the road that leads
To Who-Knows-Where
Don't ya hang your head
Don't ya give up yet
When courage starts
To disappear
I will be right here
When your world
Breaks down
And the voices tell you,
Turn around
When your dreams give out
I will carry you
Carry you
When the stars go blind
And the darkness starts to
Flood your eyes
When you're fallin' behind
I will carry you
Everybody cries
Everybody bleeds
No one ever
Said that life's
An easy thing
That's the beauty of it
When you lose your way
Close your eyes
'N' go to sleep
Wake up to
Another day
When your world
Breaks down
And the voices tell you,
Turn around
When your dreams give out
I will carry you
Carry you
When the stars go blind
And the darkness starts to
Flood your eyes
When you're fallin' behind
I will carry you
You should know now
That you're not alone
Take my heart and we will find
You will find
Your way home
When your dreams
give out
I will carry you
Carry you
When the stars
Go blind
And the darkness starts to
Flood your eyes
When you've fallen
Behind
I will carry you
Carry you
I will carry you
Carry you
*-ang3lrikku` got lost on 10/09/2004 01:15:00 PM.
wootx.. i find my blog moz of e entries r sad stuffs de eh.. yaa.. there was once tis guy i knew frm gb.. i onli told him my name.. then after afew days he said he tink he saw my blog.. then say almoz evrytim is i cry de.. heh.. so paiseh.. its kinda weird eh.. mayb he knows me ba.? anyway veri long nv see him or talk to him ler..
well well.. nowadays got dream of him noh.. got once i remember is we together.. veri happy noh.. laugh n talk n walk de.. then woke up ler.. hehh.. then e rest is he left me de noh.. he jst walk off n leavin me behind no matter how much i called.. n got once is he walk off with a girl.. veri shytt dreams lah.. but i nv cry after i woke up leh.. i remember last time got once i dreamt he walk off with his rather gd fren whom i know de lah.. e moment i woke up i cry.. walk to sch in e dark carpark i cried abit.. haa.. veri stoopid de lah me.. yaa noh.. stoopid dreams.. before tat got one time i n my frens play fortune tellin.. play love life de past, present n future.. i tried two times ma.. my past both is e same noh.. yaa n quite true ba.. hehh.. i got somehow betrayed.. tats my past.. then my present got one is i n my partner will progress well den alot of sweet stuffs ba.. e other is i forgot what ler.. shld b someting bad de.. heh.. then my past both is almoz e same noh.. say what will get betrayed noh.. veri fun lah.. but bad tings sure rather dont believe noh.. =X anyway.. nightmares -fake, shoo awy.. dreams -real, do come true.. ^^"
*-ang3lrikku` got lost on 10/09/2004 11:58:00 AM.
Sunday, October 03, 2004
Ashlee Simpson - Pieces Of Me
On a Monday, I am waiting
Tuesday, I am fading
And by Wednesday, I can't sleep
Then the phone rings, I hear you
And the darkness is a clear view
Cuz you've come to rescue me
Fall... With you, I fall so fast
I can hardly catch my breath, I hope it lasts
[Chorus:]
Ohhhhh
It seems like I can finally rest my head on something real
I like the way that feels
Ohhhhh
It's as if you've known me better than I ever knew myself
I love how you can tell
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me
I am moody, messy
I get restless, and it's senseless
How you never seem to care
When I'm angry, you listen
When youre happy, it's a mission
And you wont stop 'til I'm there
Fall... Sometimes I fall so fast
Well, I hit that bottom
Crash, you're all I have
[Chorus:]
Ohhhhh
It seems like I can finally rest my head on something real
I like the way that feels
Ohhhhh
It's as if you known me better than I ever knew myself
I love how you can tell
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me
How do you know everything I'm about to say?
Am I that obvious?
And if it's written on my face...
I hope it never goes away... yeah
On a Monday, I am waiting
And by Tuesday, I am fading into your arms...
So I can breathe
[Chorus:]
Ohhhhh
It seems like I can finally rest my head on something real
I like the way that feels
Ohhhhh
It's as if you've know me better than I ever knew myself
I love how you can tell
Ohhhhh
I love how you can tell
Ohhhhh
I love how you can tell
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me...
*-ang3lrikku` got lost on 10/03/2004 07:55:00 PM.
more sad songs.. once i saw tis quote: "nobody is perfect until you fall for them".. its true n quite amused.. but "the one who understands you is the most perfect person" and "the one who understands u is more important than e one u love".. its true too.. hmm.. i dun hav someone who understands me.. i got frens who hav common thots as me.. its realli veri comfortin thou.. haixx.. what i wanna say arh.? pieces of me.. i wanna walk forever in my garden eh.. until my prince come.. namin all e
flowers for me.. ayy.. i forgot what i wanna say liao.. haixx.. mayb i got StM jst lik yandao`st4r.. loll.. shyttt sia.. haixx.. all he tinks abt is fun.. for me.. i tink seek for care n understandin ba.. dunno y i lik him also.. tink not strong de loh.? my fren ask me if someone has all e qualitys i wan.. n i lik him he lik me.. n he realli worth it litat lah.. i tink i will leav him for him eh.. hmm.. i lik him cos i know he will care.. he will b there de.? i dreamt too much.. but he is still high up in e sky.. i onli can look at him frm dwn here.. cannot touch or hold him at all.. i realli cherish evry moment we together eh.. when im with him.. i wished tim cud go slower so i cud b with him longer.. haixx.. not i sometimes dun wan initiate loh.. stims i wan sms.. i scare i disturb then he scold me get lost lah.. talk to me for what.. or mayb if i ask him come out.. he say for what.. siao u ownself cannot go meh.. stoopid tinkin thou.. hmm.. den i alwaz lik expect him to giv in eh.? but if dun hav.. i lik act hack care eh.. actualli i can giv in evryting de loh.. but sureli cannot all wa.. i hav no pride ler eh litat.. no freedom lik evryting he control ler.. zz.. im lik what comes out is hard eh.. can b real hard de.. but inside im so frail.. haixx.. im actualli moz scare i no hav patience or tolerance anymore eh cos i got alot alot de.. what if one day i dun hav.? i realli wan him to comfort n reassure me alwaz.. but guess he dunno how de lah.. ayy.. i tink im selfish eh.. i tink i hate evrybodi arnd him.. im not lik onli hate girls loh.. i see female n males as humans.. dun worry not all lah some i nvm de.. ayy.. i realli realli dun lik to say anyting wrong or tings tat i dun lik de eh.. i expect tat person to know his wrongs n bad pts de eh.. haix.. but my fren say he jst cant see.? great.. evry unhappi ting i jst wan it to pass awy n i will get over it de.. best is to forget it.. anyway is i suffer wa.. i dun mind de.. i alwaz tot if tat person dun say.. means he dun wan tell.. if tat person does sth.. means he lik to do tat.. i wont stop i wont interfer n i wont question it de.. thats me ba.. i tink im silly.. happi on e outside.? no lah.. nowadays quiet liao.. inside me.. got alot of hatred, sorrows, loneliness, tears, anger, jealousy, lostness de.. surprisin eh.? actualli when i laugh or smile.. its mostly cos theres sth funny wa.. its not happi.. sometimes also i fake de ba.? i laugh finish i dun feel anyting liao.. im easily affected.. but im not lik him who is easily influenced.. evry little ting actualli matter de eh.. cos im sensitive.? suay me loh.. my fren is right.. time cannot heal evryting.. its lik.. once hurt, alwaz broken.. honestly, evry relationship matters eh.. friendship or boy+girl friend de.. even if its someone i dun hav feelins for liao.. its lik.. y its over.? isit cos im a failure.? den when i recall back.. its realli veri hurtin once again eh.. den i see tat person with someone else.. den i will tink.. if i were to hang on.. i may b tat person beside him/her.. i may b e one who he finally held my hand.. ayy.. say i dun understand u ba.. actualli i do loh.. its onli tat.. i almoz dunno him liao.? yaa.. im still on e ground.. n he is still in e sky with e stars.. stars doesnt mean good ones neither do i lik them.. good stars are only my sist4rz.. loll.. why oh why.. i also dunno why im so tired n sad n sian sian de.. dunno wanna do what de also.. mama ah mama.. =]
*-ang3lrikku` got lost on 10/03/2004 07:13:00 PM.
